Wednesday, March 16, 2011

I'm just...Me.

I've always been scared to be me, especially around a guy I like.
I feel like I have to be somebody im not just to impress him, I realize now all I was doing was lying..
I don't want to be somebody I'm not, whats the point of that?
He should love me for me and not judge.
My last relationship I felt quite judged, but I think that was just my fault. He was a great guy but I guess hes not the one.

A friend of mine, whos absolutely amazing, helped me realize that I tend to act differently around different people. Trying so hard to impress is lame. For now on im me, I'll aways be me and if people can't stand it then I guess they will just have to deal with it :)
I'm not changing when I hear somebody doesn't like me.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

It's my problem, I have to solve it on my own.

I got to learn how to stop telling people about my problems..
I feel horrible, it just seems easier to talk to people about everything.
maybe its for the best.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Truely inspiring..

I Love this, I look at my life..tear myself down.

I would love to tell each and every person how incredible and beautiful they are.
To help people see the beauty in life..I hope this gets to you, like it got to me.

Sunday, March 13, 2011


In the middle of filling out my application, getting more and more excited.
I have missed SABC so much, and everyone there.
I plan to go there and learn so much more, get closer to new friends and talk to old friends. im really excited.

I Am Content.

Slowly starting to accept everything.