Sunday, January 23, 2011

Don't fall, keep looking up.

These days feel endless.
The nights fill with darkness.
Feeling lonely, but not alone.

I know you see me, I feel the judgement.
I'm scared. Take one more breath, walk up one more step.
I feel them tearing at my flesh, ripping me to shreds.
Keep walking, one more step..these stairs keep growing, it seems.
I will never reach the end.

Temptations surround me. Look to my right, They are there burning me alive.
To my left, pulling me away.
Frightened, running up these's dark.
Sweat falls from my face, out of breath and wanting to be done.
Don't fall off, it's a long way down. Keep climbing.

Crawling up the stairs, still scared, still out of breath.
Finally, a door.
Take one more breath, open the door, to a new life.
Leaving all this a new life of greatness.

Thursday, January 13, 2011


I don't know who will read this, i'm not sure if anyone will.

I don't know where you are with God right now but I'm just asking for a simple prayer, it would mean so much to me.

Lately I've been having troubles focusing, which is really difficult being so close to finals.
I have been feeling lonely, like nobody wants to talk to me. I really need help with my finals and everything going on with that so please be praying for that, thank you.
I have also been trying to get away from gossip and judging, its been really tough being around that and cathing on to it.
I'm feeling kinda depressed, especially today and I dont want it to go on. I'm scared next year I wont have anyone. Most of my friends are graduating this year and probabaly going off to college and its going to be really difficult.

Also, could you please pray for a new person to move near me whos absolutely inlove with Jesus? :)

Thanks so much! :)


Thursday, January 6, 2011

Do you hear that love? they're playin our song..

Dance isn't just a thing you do,
it means something.
Dance brings us close, for those moments I feel peace.
Nothing else in the room matters, I dance for joy.
I dance to worship.
"Romance, passion, emotion..
The nervous butterflies you get, until the moment you realize
this is how it ought to be.."
Care to dance with me?
take a moment to see, the peace..
the joy.
All of a sudden, it's blocking out the sound of the music.
I don't know what song this is, I can't tell..just dance.
"Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, its all about us.."

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

In that exact moment, I thought I lost you.

Trying so hard to help you understand,
it was a mistake from the start.
You don't care what I have to say,
did you ever?

Obviously telling you the truth
just makes things worse.
I'm sorry, but I guess I'll stop trying.
I don't want to upset anyone anymore.
My friends mean too much and I can't stand to push them away.

Love you friend.

Monday, January 3, 2011

A Chance To Tell You..

I've written three songs about you...
is that lame?
I thought you should know.

I miss our talks..
I miss you.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I'll Find You One Day

Honestly, I can't wait for a moment like this..

Its A New Year..

My life is changing, and its changing fast.
I feel like I can't keep up, and I get stressed out.
What to do, where to go, who to trust, who to love, what to think..

I know God has a plan. Yah, I hear it all the time.
This is one thing I need to work on, my relationship with God.
Its not the strongest relationship, It's going to change.

Something else I need to work on, I need to forget about you.
I know I'll never have a chance, and you'll never give me a time of day.
We had something, I screwed it up and im sorry.
But i need to just forget.

My family is so important to me, although they might not know this..
I love them so much and I need to start showing it..